Untitled (A Love I Never Had)

My heart used to be an open window,
But for too many seasons it has been closed.
Like a cool breeze I let you in,
Only, your draft has never let.
I feel you like a chill run down my back,
Wishing that you where mine.
I promised my heart I would never cry again,
Although here I am blinking it away.
I didn’t love you, not even close,
But somehow you took apart of my heart as you left.
All I can say is, I understand,
I wish I could control the way I feel,
And forget the way we used to be.
It wasn’t much, but I felt something.
I was just learning how to open up,
And now it’s closing again.
Day after day my window closes that much more.